Excerpts from a love circus 1996

   

Baby on the plane

I see your eyes looking at me
Oh yeah, all right, love has started to take
You have given
I have taken a picture
This might not last forever

Your eyes beauty, and tequila
These eyes give this a reason
Baby on the plane
Woman shaking beside her

Oh yeah, your eyes, and tequila
Get me through today
Baby on the plane,
The woman next to her was so old
And she was shaking
Why do we go through this
'Cause of the way you look at me

A beautiful schizophrenic

A beautiful schizophrenic
A beautiful schizophrenic
I just don't know which one
I know I like

I know you like my bad side
I love you like my good side
I just don't know which one
I know I like the one I think

Same as you, you
Same as you, you
Same as you

Whoever is around
Whoever's in my head
Whoever you are now, i like you
I know you like my true thoughts
I love you like my best thoughts
I just don't know which one
I know i like the one who likes me too

Same as you, you
Same as you, you
Same as you, you
Same as you, you

Home is, home is, home is, out there
Pulling teasing stomach aching
Home is, home is, home is,

A couple of schizophrenics
A couple of schizophrenics
Trying to figure out which one is which
And what and where is home

Bruises

Coffee in the morning
And wine in the evening
And everything else is boring, boring

You are a nothing
But all I can think of is you
The sun could be shining,
But all i can see is a black and blue

Bruises, bruises, bruises, bruises

At the moment,
I talked all my way out of that
But heavy with feeling,
I know that I weigh extra fat
Was trying to be sleeping
And these always thoughts came to me
Was something that took to get me out bed, misery

Make it better, all right
Make it better, all right
Make it better,
Make me better

So shook-ed with feeling
I drift back to it easily
How did you do it
Make more out of nothing of me

Bruises, bruises, bruises, bruises

And when you start counting
There's too much to count
And it's all repetition
And what did we do by the way?

I know it's a warning
But all i can think of is coffee in the morning
Wine in the evening
And everything else is a black or boring bruise, bruise

Make it better, all right
Make it better, all right
Make me better
Make me better, all right

I love a snot

Shaky shaky hands
Shaky shaky legs
Shaky shaky stomach
When I am with you
Shaky shaky thoughts
Each and every one
When I am with you
Run tubby, run to

Tubby tubby butt
Tubby tubby face
Tubby tubby stomach
When I am with you
Icky icky breath
Each and every kiss
When I am with you
Where does it go into?

You're a snot
And I adore you
I love a snot, hey

Rotten rotten luck
Rotting rotting rotting
What am I to do
When I am with you
Run tubby run,
Run tubby run,
Run tubby run
Run tubby run

You're a snot
And I adore you
I love a snot

You're a snot
And I adore you
I love a snot, hey, hey

Forget it it's a mystery

I hate you cause I love you
I need you cause I want to
Forget it it's a mystery
And i'm a little worried

I hurt so deep when you resist
Can't feel a thing except how much
I hate you cause i love you
An irritating sucker
I'm talking about myself, see
I'm manic since you made me
I know you like perfection
Variety, erections.

I love you cause I hate me
Oblivious and hurting
Emotionally stuck here
An irritating sucker
Do you remember last year when you caught it
Some lie 'bout stress and I ate it
I don't want to hate you
I really want to love you
I liked it when you hurt me
Forget it it's a mystery

Victoria's secret

What is victoria's secret
What is victoria's secret, yeah
She says you are ugly I am pretty
Your man wishes you looked like me

What is victoria's secret
What is victoria's secret, yeah
Looking at you has me more blue
Than I was before i got you
Just what i need today shoved in
My face hoping I change someday

Pretty lonely, ugly woman
Getting mail from you
Pretty lucky are you real or am I simply ugly ugly
What is victoria's secret
What is victoria's secret
What is victoria's secret, yeah
What is victoria's secret
What is victoria's secret
What is victoria's secret

He says you are ugly I am pretty
Your man wishes you looked like me

Small heads

Do you ever think of me
When you're through thinking of you
Do you ever think of when we met
Do I ever cross your mind
As you're crossing the street
All the time thoughts of you in your head

The world revolves around you
But it revolves around me too
So how could we see the same one

It's a lonely life
What a lonely life
It's a lonely life

Do you ever want to know
Anything past your face
Do you ever think of other things
Like how about me, wouldn't that be something
All the time, thoughts of me in your head

Oh it's all right
Oh it's just good
We are so selfish together
What a lonely life
It's a lonely life
What a lonely life

Small heads, small heads
Small heads, small heads

How convenient to forget
All the lies that you say
When you're really really drunk
Like me
Did I ever think of you
Did you ever think of me
Probably not, with our heads in the clouds

The world revolves around you
But it revolves around me too
So how could we see the real one
What a lonely life
It's a lonely life
What a lonely life

Small heads, small heads
Small heads, small heads

We suck

He's happy cause i didn't say
What I think anyway
I can't tell him what I think
He's happy 'cause I said you look gorgeous
I wanted to say you suck
Everything, you suck
Everything

He's happy cause he knows he got away with it
He knows my love runs deeper than my feelings
I can't say, I can't tell him what I think
So pretend what I say

Still protecting the boy from the truth
Mr. control you lose, you lose
Why does he call me, I'm so nice on the phone
In a bad fucking way
I suck, dignity, I suck
He's happy in a nice fucking way
He's happy, he sucks
I'm quiet, I suck

He's happy in a nice fucking way
I'm quiet I suck
She's happy in a bad sort of way
They're happy, they suck

So happy, we suck

Lovesick

You're not my yoko ono
You said those words to me
You say some hurtful things now
None cut so deeply

Those visions of beauty
Those visions haunt me
Illusions of hope
And they drive me crazy

You're not my yoko ono
You said those words to me
You have too many problems
Always in therapy

Lovesick

You are a constant patient
You stop me being mean
Give me some inspiration
Is that why you hit me

Lovesick
Lovesick

Those visions of beauty
Those visions haunt me
But i like them
I'll keep them
I'll just go crazy

You're not my yoko ono
You said those words to me
You say some hurtful things now
None cut so deeply

Lovesick
Lovesick
Lovesick

Singing to the birds

So what if your heroes changed their minds
And all you thought was right flew out the window
And all you based your life on wasn't real

So what if your hero sells its soul
And all your wildest dreams seem dull and dreary
And all your secret thoughts seem cheap and lonesome

What you going to do so all alone now

Singing to the birds
Singing to the birds
Singing to the birds
Singing

So what if your hero fades away
And all the things you thought were orange were gray now
Who is it who brings you some new colors

So what if your hero never was
What you going to do
So all alone there

Singing to the birds
Singing to the birds
Singing

It's partly sunny, it's partly rain, mostly curious
Or full of pain
You could learn to love yourself
Singing to the birds

And what if your hero never was
And all the time you wasted wasn't real
And all your wounds decided just to heal
And all your wildest dreams were full of color
And all your secret thoughts belonged to you
What you going to do so all alone here

Singing to the birds
Singing to the birds
Singing to the birds
Singing

It's partly sunny, partly rain, mostly curious or full of pain
You got to learn to count on someone
'Cause it's mostly pain
And it's kind of curious when it rains and
You could learn to love yourself
You could learn to love yourself
You could even learn to be yourself
Singing to the birds

Messages from Sophia

You can carry me home now
You can carry me home
I'm drunk and you're tired
We haven't talked for a while

You can carry a lie
'Till it makes you fall down
You can't help me
Be quiet
I couldn't touch you right now

You couldn't care if i died
But I haven't finished quite yet
Couldn't you give me a moment
Let me catch my breath

Lies, liar, lies, liar, lies, liar

You can carry me home now
You can carry me home
I'm drunk and it's christmas
We haven't talked for a while
You can carry me home now
Would you just carry me home

Big big world

Got a big big heart
A big broken heart
In a big big world

In a dance we smiled
A big big smile
On a big dance floor

Floating floating floating
Floating floating floating

Got a love so huge
A big big love
In a big big cave

Floating floating floating
Floating floating floating

'Cause love flies by
See it flying by
In the big big sky

Floating floating floating
Floating floating floating

With the same old smile
Stuck on my face
All by myself
With a big big heart
Great big love
In the big big world

Big big world