Happiness 1993

   

Bad attitude

You wish it was sunny, but it's not...hahaha
The sun will come out the day after tomorrow..haha
And you can move on to another bad day
You wish you were pretty, but you're not...hahaha
But your baby loves you, he tells you so all the time
Oh that must be why you're so happy together
You're having another bad day and that's all you could change
But you don't, but your attitude baby doesn't have to be so sad
You wish you were happy but you're not..hahahaha
But if life was easy you wouldn't learn anything, now would you?
But most of the lessons you learn you would rather forget
You wish you could laugh it away but its hard
A smoke or a drink makes the laughing part easier, haha
But now you are stuck with another addiction
You're having another bad day and that's all you could change
You could change but you're attitude baby doesn't have to be so mad
If you were just younger, hahaha
Or, you could start over, it's never too late, that's what Betty says
Whatever happened to your sense of humor?
You've had all your treats and its only 8:30 am that's am you would
Give anything to change back
To when
The waves
Were smaller
And you could jump
Over
Change back
To when you laughed
Easy
And all your moves
Were childlike

Destroy the flower

She loved beautiful things
They made her smile and sing
Put your whistle in your pocket
And it stayed there
He was clever boy
Full of new ideas
Who told you could do that?
So he didn't
Destroy the flower
Destroy the flower
An unusual child
Well on her way
Somebody stopped her
Maybe they were scared
It'll never come out now
And it's all your fault
Give yourself a break
But she couldn't
Destroy the flower
Destroy the flower
Destroy the flower
In the warm spring
Still the flowers bloom
Still the beautiful things can surround us
He was clever enough
To stay drugged fucked up
You could have gone somewhere
But you didn't
It'll never come out now
And it's all your fault
This goes on and on and on and on because you didn't change it
You destroy the flower
You destroy the flower
You destroy the flower
Destroy the flower

Puppet

Speak, speak my little heart
Is that such bad a sin?
Where oh where do you go?
Was I that bad again?
But if I was a puppet
We'd get along just fine
Puppet
Put here or put me there
Do I feel better now?
Used have a fit or two
But now I hardly smile
'Cause when I am a puppet
We get along just fine
And maybe for a while
We could play together
And when I am a puppet
I have no voice
And maybe in your hands
I could just right
I'm in your hands now
I'm up to you
No thoughts or visions
The perfect girl
My sins are freezing
My heart is breaking
In your hands
The perfect girl
Puppet
You don't know what I;m thinking
'Cause I'm not thinking anything
I used t have a thought or two
But now I only smile
Now I only smile
'Cause when I am your puppet
We get along just fine
And maybe for a while
We could play to gether
And when I am a puppet
And when I have no voice
I'm in your hands now
I am your puppet
And we get along just fine
Maybe for a while
I could act just right
Act just right
....Puppet....

Everyone's victim

Undone, everything's over
High strung, minutes are floating
Breakdown, my thought are cracking
Don't you come a step closer
Hard tounge, silence isn't golden
Unsung, unspoken heroes
Mouths shut, injury is opened
Madness, dangerous problem
Dododododododod (etc.)
No fun, everyone's closing
Mind flown, visions are scattered
Anger, shocking in circles
Guilty, powerless feeling
I am everyone's victim
I am everyone's victim
I am
Everyone's victim
I am everyone's victim
I am everyone's victim
I am everyone's victim

Energy

You never wanted this to last
You'd always rather feel bad
Who hurts most? is what you wonder
Who had the hardest day?
I have to ask you "What's your problem?"
I don't believe that you love anyone
Hurting this when you get hungry (?)
'Cause you don't miss me
Lying by your side
I can feel your energy
And I want it to be mine...mine...mine
'Cause you don't talk like you used to do
You don't act like you used to
You don't laugh you to do
You don't seem to want to
Give me your engery
Give it to me
I want your energy
Give it to me
Me me me
You always thought that we don't like you
Well I do.
I'd rather be you
Lying by your side
I can feel energy
And I want it be mine...mine...mine
'Cause you don't talk like you used to do
You don't act like you used
And you don't laugh like you used to do
And you don't seem to want to
Give me your engery
Give it to me
I want your energy
You in me
I want your energy
Give it to me
I want your energy
Give it to me

Cowboy

I love my little cowboy
When he laughs, I'm happy
When I'm weak
He's macho
We ride off together
I love my little cowboy
When he's rough
I'm happy
When I am
He's macho
A woman
A man
But every now and then he cries
But swears there's no tears in his eyes
'Cause he a
Little cowboy
I tell him and he believes me
Then he laughs
And I am happy
We ride off together
A woman
A man
The power
The beauty
But every now and then he cries
He thinks that I don't know this
'Cause he's a little cowboy
I tell him
And he believes me
When he laughs
I am happy
We'll ride off together
We ride off together
A woman
A man
I know what I'm doing

Happiness

Happiness yeah
Happiness is like tv
On or off
It's up to me
Happiness yeah
Relationships
Are like a cow
Growing strong
Just for now
Poor little cow
Mom and dad
Are like my head
I won't listen to them
Until they're dead
Or I'm dead
Sad but true
Sad but true
Self indulgence
Inconsiderate bitch
Inconsiderate bitch
You're nothing more than this girl
C'mon everybody, sing
Pain and sadness
Are real to me
They stick around
And let me be
Give it up
Try again
Give it up
Try again
Ain't life fun?
Happiness
Sad but true
Sad but true
Self indulgence
Insonsiderate bitch
Inconsiderate bitch
Ain't nothing more than this
Inconsiderate
Bitch
Yeah
Give it up
Try again
Give it up
Try again
Ain't life fun
Happiness?
Sad but true
Sad but true
Self indulgence
Inconsiderate bitch
Inconsiderate bitch
Ain't nothing more than this
You're inconsiderate

The earth

Enough
Enough
Enough
How much
Can I
Accept
Enough
Remember me?
I'm still around
How much
Can I
Accept
Enough

 

Sycophant

Okay
Sycophant
Political
What do you want me
To do know?
Yes, man
Who do you want me
To be for?
Okay
You don't trust me
I don't like you
Sycophant
Typical
Beautiful
Yes man
What do you want
Me to say now?
Beautiful
Who do you like?
I like them too.
I like them too
All us liars stick together
Sycophant
Typical
Beautiful
No one / I don't trust you
Political
But I don't have to
Political
But I need you
Sycophant
And I want to
Sycophant
Okay
Sycophant
Beautiful
Political
Typical
Sycophant
All us liars stick together X6
Sycophant
All us liars stick together...

Around the world

How can I say?
I lost my head
It was in the waste basket
When I found it I'd give anything
To change the words the words the words that come out of it
We all do it
We make mistakes and make some more and then some
But only as much as we feel
And the way the way is soon forgiveness
Eyes are open
Can I really believe what I see??
Love is everywhere and I could have it
Love is everywhere and I could have it
If I see it
What a waste
What a waste to feel the way I feel
While happiness is just around the corner
'Cause happiness is just around the corner from forgiveness
Once around the world
Could I feel my way around the world
Twice around the world
Feel my way around
Okay okay
Nobody teaches how to laugh
Nobody teaches how to live
Nobody told me what to do
When life gets pretty ugly
What a waste
What a waste to feel the way I feel
While happiness is just around the corner
And love is everywhere if I could have it
If I see it
Once around the world
Twice around the world
I gotta feel my way around the world
Feel my way around
I gotta gotta feel
I gotta feel my way around
Gotta gotta feel
Gotta feel gotta feel gotta feel
Gotta gotta feel
Around my world
Around

The dresses song

You make we want to wear dresses
You make we want to wear dresses
You look at me so fragile
Take me to your castle
It feels so good in there
Much much safer in your castle
Mine got lost somewhere
You make we want to wear dresses
You make we want to wear dresses
You look at me so fragile
You make me think about nothing
It feels so good like that
You look at me so fragile
So full of desire
Wide wide open spaces
You make me want to wear dresses
Wide wide open spaces
You make me want to wear dresses
You make me want to wear dresses
You look at me so fragile
Wide wide open spaces
Wide wide open spaces
Take me to your castl
It feels so good in there
Much much safer in your castle
Mine got lost somewhere
You make me want to wear dresses
You make me want to wear dresses
Its much much safer in my dresses
You make me want to wear dresses

The darkest night of all

Goodnight
How can you sleep?
How can you sleep through this?
What are your thoughts?
As you turn to dream?
I wouldn't know
I never look
These things are hard
These things can hurt
All of the secrets
Nobody needs to know
How does it feel?
Falling asleep so hard
How could ask?
How could I say?
The things I need to
You'd go away
Goodnight
Memory must
Fill you with love
Positive days
Positive years
Older than lonely
Older than old
There's only minutes
Minutes to go
You have to feel this
You have to cry
I can go on
I can deny
This stuff it hurts
Always it will
Now I can ask
Now I can say
The things I need to
You've gone away
Goodnight