Geek the girl 1994

   

My secret reason

I don't know much about science
My intrests don't take me there
But I know this, as dumb as I am
When I was young, and it was winter
In our yard there use to be snow there
I don't know much about Jesus
But I feel the need for a prayer
And my secret reason
I don't know much about power, I never learned that
But dumb as I am, I know this
In power rules the world and it's people who die, ache
Who die, ache
I don't know much about saviours
But I hope that we share a prayer
In my secret reason, my secret reasons
If no one's right and no one's wrong
In between this we are learning much about evil, it's just evil
I don't know much about praying, but I feel the need for a prayer
And my secret reasons, my secret reason
Face among disbelievers, face among disbelievers

Trouble

Bits and pieces of love for you, so sweet and simple yet
I'm frightened by the way you feel
Little by little you touch my heart, where they had touched it too
And as I smile, I catch myself
Trouble me or I'll go, trouble me with you
Spider, Spider, crawl on the lake, guilty and poison free
I wish that I could be like you
Trouble me or I'll go, yeah I'm human too
Over and over the need needs food will human weakness
And as I act I hate myself
Bits and pieces of love for you, so sweet and simple yet
I'm frightened by the way you feel
And as I act, I hate myself

Geek the girl

Perfect and dull decorate, perfect and dull
Keepin' the cool from coming out, yeah
Oh oh, I'm not too cool, oh oh, I'm not too cool
Angry and dumb dominate, angry and dumb
Keepin' the cool from comin out, yeah
Oh oh, I'm not too cool, oh oh, I'm not too cool
Oh no, I'm not too cool, oh oh, I'm not too cool
I always liked rock and roll, it kinda moves me
I'd like it more if I dance, yeah, sure
Oh oh, I'm not too cool, oh no, I'm not too cool
Wrong move and you're not too cool, wrong move and you're not too cool
Run, run, 'cause you're not too cool,
Keep it hidden 'cause you're not too cool
Perfect and dull but not too cool,
Run run you're not too cool
Angry and dumb but not too cool,
Angry and runin' but not cool

 

Cry wolf

Love is weird, love
She's overdone it, can't go on
She caused it all, cry, cry wolf
She didn't know, she didn't want it
She does alot of things and regrets it
Love can hurt, love
Love is weird, love
A girl who wants it, but has no clue
She's says she'll give it, cry, cry wolf
A change of mind in a back seat or that dirty room
They say she got just what she wanted
Love can be bad
Love is weird, love
You should'a known better
You should'a known better
You should'a known, It's all your fault
You should'a known better
You should know better
Didn't they tell you
Didn't they tell you
Cry, cry wolf (repeat)

... A psychopath

A baseball bat, a baseball bat beside my bed
I'll wait around and wait around, and wait
I hear a noise, I hear a noise, well I hear something
I am alone, you win again, I'm paralyzed
I drift away, I'll drift away, am I asleep yet
I hear a scream, I see me scream, is it from memory
Am I awake, am I alone, when it is sunrise
A baseball bat, a thing of mace
That thing of mace, the thing of mace, where did I leave it
A psychopath, a psychopath, he says he loves me
And I'm alone, and I am cold and paralyzed, I can't move

Sexy little girl princess

Sexy little girl princess, give me everything
Sexy little girl get it done my way, my way
Little girl, little girl
Go on, get it done, yeah yeah
Say you want it, say you want it
Runaway little girl, run to mommy
Run love, undone baby
Run along, little girl unto mommy
Sexy little girl princess
Say you loved it

Cancer of everything

I won't settle down, I can't settle down
I won't cut it out, I won't quit
I'm not trying hard, I not getting well
I'm not improving, I won't do anything
This is a happy song
'Cause I want cancer of everything, yeah right
And if I fall down in a face of scars, I get attention
Cancer of everything
I won't grow up, I can't grow up
I must feel sick, I sure you do
I'm not trying hard, I'm not sleeping well
I'm not growing, I won't do anything
This isn't good for me
But you just wait and see how much attention I get
Oh, I got cancer of everything
It sure works for me
So this is a happy song
And nobody seems to care
And my shit is everywhere
Too much of this too much of that
Surround yourself with yourself
Get some attention
And if fall down in a face of scars, well I don't know
You could leave me alone
I got Cancer of everything
Yeah, I don't fell so good

A guy like you

I can't hear anything, you can yell, you can scream
I got my things to do - Anyway, far from you
You are this baby, pulls me down angry
I don't care anyhow, people just let me down
I just get angrier
You say that love is it, all of it, a bunch of shit
I'll ruin everything, piece of mind or a ring
What makes me angry, just makes you sad
This should be easier, maybe if I could hear
But I'll just get angrier and close my eyes and wish away,
Hide it inside, nobody knows
I just get angrier
There's something you need me for, but I can't give anymore
I gave it all away, less and less everyday
What makes you crazy, takes me there too
I just expect it to, trying to be a guy like you
Walk away, intoxicate, nobody knows
I can't hear anything

Of love and colors

People. All us fucked-up people,
What are we gonna do
With ourselves
And our addictions
And our desire to kill each other?
And special things, your own dreams?

People. All us fucked-up people,
Can't we see behind the pain of losing?
I had a dream of love and colors,
And all the while it seemed real,
And in this dream, we were unique.
Couldn't it be? I wasn't cryin' Before he died,
He died so young
And I can't see you anymore,
'Cause there's no answers here,
There's no feeling.

People. All us fucked-up people,
Can't we see beyond the pain of losing one another?
I had this dream of trust and beauty,
And all the while, it seemed real,
And in this dream, we were not fighting.
Couldn't it be? You gave it up,
You lost your reason. You never saw
You are unique. You spread your wings
And cut 'em off. You're only hurting.

People, all our fucked-up smiles
We quit dreaming long ago and our
Distrust and our addictions and our desire
To kill each other makes all the sense in the world
You just fucked up for a moment. You're only hurting
That's just like me
That's just like me
That's just like me
I had this dream of love and colors.

Stars

Why do people like stars, they're so far away
They're always there and safe to look at, wish upon one
I could have been you in that fantasy, far away from here
I love my man, could it be he takes me there
All those stars lighten up my head
Here it comes again, that uneasy feeling
I could have been you in that fantasy
So smile real big and wish upon one
Let it take you far away from here
Far from here, far away from here, far away from here
I could do about anything
Great excuses make it easier to forget that awful feeling
So smile real big, oh precious moment
In this vague world full of fantasy like my man
Could it be he takes me there anywhere far away from here
Far away from here, far away from here, far away from here
I could do about anything.