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A Day

where are you
when I'm near
so far away
so far away
i think you are the most important so near
so near
to me
too near
my simple footsteps
boot ? theirselves on ?
i think that I must be with you
? now a day
where are you so far away
it makes no sense
it makes on sense at all
where are you
where are you
where are you
where are you
so far away
i think you are the most important so near
so near to me to near
my simple footsteps
? theirselves on ?
i think that I must be with you
? now a day
where are you
so far away
i think that I
must be
now a days
now a days
now a days
so where are you
so far a way
in just one day
in just one day
in just one day
it makes no sense at all
it makes no sense at all
it makes no sense at all
in just one day
in just one day
in just one day
in just one day
in just one day
in just one day

Agonised By Love

I crawled through the forgotten house
In open air I will be appeased
Rubyless settings on a terrace hill
They seemed swallowed by the sun
They seemed swallowed by the sun

It is even hot
It is even hot under the blue moon
I can't sleep

I am deeply agonized by you
Deeply agonized by love
I'm deeply agonized by you
Deeply agonized by love

Madding crowd in my view
Squigle myself underneath
I say
The stream flows, the sky blows as a sultry breeze
And the madding crowd still in my view
I think
I am deeply agonized by you
I am deeply agonized by you
By your love

She comes
She comes my way
Here she comes
She comes my way
A blurred moon throws a shadow on my face
The black sea dashed like a thunder in my ears
I am deeply agonized by you
By your love

Back Door

I am shrouded in darkness
I crouched in wasted years
I lingered, I can't get through
Dazzled between far and near
Like the elegies relate to days beyond recall
I lingered in many memories

And again I stumbled through the back door
Seeing you, a misty shadow
I feel my repression
I can't go on
And again I am falling backwards
Tomorrow I will be here again
A silent mute of a black desire
Tomorrow I will be here again
Tomorrow I'll be here again
Be here again
Be here again

I am tired of tears and laughter
Or what may come hereafter
I am weary of days and hours
Desires, dreams and powers
Although it makes me weep
It is you
I wanna keep
I wanna keep

 

Consolation

I put my arms around you, your body stalls and droops
I give you consolation but there's nothing I can do
Estranged I listen to a voice so scared
Like a martyr from another world, I no longer share

The anguish of a thousand days, the fear of life like everyone
Against there is no chance to swim, you have to simply drift along

Everyday the sting moves deeper, one day it will reach your soul
It's near so close at hand for everyone

No more consolation, no more aggravation
no more I am making changes for everyone

Your eyes are breaking, the curtain is to drop
You want her here but you never begged before
If I could only scream and silence your voice
I might achieve to wake you up and make you come to a stop
When my world is quiet and no one fills my head
I give it one more thought and put it back to bed

Everyday the sting moves deeper, one day it will reach your soul
It's near so close at hand I hope you understand

No more consultation, no more aggravation
No more I am making changes for everyone

Craving

I wandered through the streets
Hoping to be found
Do you wanna meet
Do you wanna feed
There is this empty space
It's the hunger I feel inside

There is this killing game
And my head will roll
There is this waiting game
Today there is this wall
My soul is not my own
Today I want to forget
At night I hear this call
Play this killing game

I listened to a name
Listened to the craving
Do you remember
There was a time
A very moment
The anger I feel inside
Do you remember
When all colours died
Do you remember
Bland and blind
All the craving was mine

I want to forget
Shadows
I want to forget
Shadows

There is this killing game
And my head will roll
There is this waiting game
Today there is this wall
My soul is not my own
Today I want to forget
At night I hear this call
Play this killing game

Creature

A shadow glides above my plate
And all I see is birds migrate
Going south, remember me
When you fly above the sea
Autumn dies serene and slow
The lamp stands in a gentle glow
The silence rules, the evening grows
And the moon is far below

In me twist a sudden cramp
In my heart I hear it stamp
Marrow and blood encircle me
My blood stream chokes on gall and spleen
What will become of you
Since you have forsaken me
Not one tear I have in me
I am numb to my memory

I'll believe than that you're dead
First I felt bitter, I made amends
But I see you in a new light
You only have my contempt
So I'll believe than that you're dead
Second you're a loser, I spit on pretence

And I begin to wonder, and I begin to understand
That, you're a creature that breeds it's kind and dies
You're a creature that breeds and kind of dies
You're a creature that breeds it's kind and dies
You're a creature that breeds it's kind and dies
You're a creature that breeds it's kind and dies
You're a creature that breeds it's kind and dies
Dies

Cry In The Wind

Are these your words
is this your voice
begging to be spared
oh you seem so
they always seem so far away
are these yourds so ?
is this your voice
please don't speak to me for a while
are these your words ?
is this your voice begging to be spared
? ? ? it seems so far away?
are these your words ?
is this your voice begging to be spared
cause my thoughts on the ride
you kiss my hand like a friend
in the heat of a fight
why does enemy scream
in the heat of the fight
i walked through so much rain
I will fall
I will fall
?
?
out of time and out of the fight
a cry in the wind
a cry in the wind
a cry in the wind
i rest my ?

Hypocrite

Did you think I was so stupid I was really gonna cry
Did you think I was so stupid I was gonna let you try
To crawl inside me with your twisted little lies
And let you find your way into my mind
I nearly... cried, I nearly... died

Did you ever try to cross your heart and hope to die?
Did you ever try to cross your heart and hope to die?

So one day there was a moment you made me realize
That velvet words coming from your mouth are filled with poisoned lies
The worst thing that I could do was to put my trust in you
I wish I lost you there and then, never to be seen again
Never again, never again

Let me see your lying, deceiving, cheating, pretentious face
Let me wipe that charming, deceitful, cunning grin of your face
I've seen people just like you
Deceiving people just like me
It always ends in misery
It always turns to hostility
Your loss becomes my gain
Your loss becomes my gain

Did you ever try to cross your heart and hope to die?
Did you ever try to cross your heart and hope to die?
hope to die, hope to die

I've given you my friendship, my friendship you betrayed
The more I get to know you, the less I want to know
I don't want to see you, I'm feeling whole again
I' m feeling whole again

Did you ever try to cross your heart and hope to die?
If you ever tried you would have realized
That you're the one that I despise
That you're the one that I despise

Jasmine And Rose

The air tastes just like you, it's the smell of June
A sensory shock that jolts my spirit, I slowly swallow you
A spray of little droplets, a fragrance so refined
The spirit of nostalgia is passing me by

Opium and poison, jasmine and rose
Dream of ambrosia, all flavours glow, it's sensual, it's sensual, it's sensual, sensual

It all began so easy, with you on the floor
Against your willing flanks and knocking down your door
Until the day it crumbled, no game of win and lose
You told me nothing, you left me confused

Expelled like poison, a trim of the dose,
A limb disposed of, in a whim she chose,so rigorous, she's vigorous
she's vigorous, she's vigorous.

Heart of the hardest world, it's just the thought of you
All those variations, the air is full of you
The smell of summer rain, once more the scent of June
This sweet concentration, brings me back to you
Opium and poison
My taste of June, my taste of you
Inhale, inhale your trail
Opium and poison, jasmine and rose, dream of escape with me, all flavours go
It's sensual, it's sensual, it's sensual, it's sensual

What was ours will drift away, a simple breeze on a humid day

Oh, nothing lasts, nothing lasts, nothing lasts, forever

Louise

Louise
It seemed a long time ago
Louise
I'll always remember that day

I crawled on my knees
Begging you to stay
You made me shiver Louise
You made me quiver

Now I do the strangest things
I think such lonely thoughts
Forgetting all
Just forgetting you
Louise
Anything at all
Not to think of you
Anything at all
Don't deny it is not true
Louise
I feel I am getting weaker
A life blue on gloomy waves
I feel I am diving deeper
Into the darkest caves
There's nothing at all
To find a way

Louise, Louise, Louise
My heart used to beat
Now it only weeps
Louise, Louise, Louise
Uncared the city sleeps
I am twisted in the streets

I am shivering
Into the strangest things
Lonely thoughts and forgetting you Louise
And you promised me
You told me
You told me ampty lies
Louise, Louise, Louise
(my only cord is not to adore, I have to say, it is my only way)
Louise leave me, leave me
No longer interfere
Louise
Louise

Michelle

Michelle
I heard your lured howling
I can't resist temptation
I can't resist your smile
I cought your raddle eyes

Michelle
Michelle
My hagridden goblin
Michelle
My mellow
Michelle
Michelle

I must be insane
It's not me to blame
She loves only fame
Michelle caused my really pain
Michelle
Michelle
Michelle
Michelle
Auw

Muscovite mosquito

I must write a letter to you
I must make myself clear
It is spot on time, right on cue
I am a clam, somebody said to me
It's obscene, there must be a motive behind
It's obscure, there must be someone behind

A Muscovite Mosquito, a Muscovite Mosquito
A Muscovite Mosquito, a Muscovite Mosquito

A vivid image anyway
Someone said, you're a clam
Consider this!

Mmm, listen oh, listen to me, you're far
A thousand miles away from here
I am here, i am here in this oozed through country
Trampled down by magot people
A dispute will never end
A retrospection, it sounds obscene
A disconnection
A final balance sheet for Muscovite Mosquito
For Muscovite Mosquito
For Muscovite Mosquito, it sound obscene
It sound so obscure, for Muscovite Mosquito
My final balance sheet is gone... for
Muscovite Mosquito, Muscovite Mosquito
It's spot on time, right on cue
You missed the chance, somebody vexedly said
It's obscene, there must be motives behind
It's obscure, there must be someone behind

Obsession

We sit in your room
Sp dark and strange
With yellow candles
Burning straight
Outside it rains
So silver and bright
A glaring light
Crashed into the sky

It's just the way it should be
It's so right as rain
It's just the way it should be
It's so right as rain
We stayed awake at night
With vision so unreal
We stayed awake at night
With visions so ideal
It's got a hold on me
It's got a hold on me

Smiles and voices suddenly changed
Eyes and shadown on a distance too short
Is there someone who I know?
Is there someone at all?
Is there someone who I know?
Is there someone I called?

It's just the way it should be
It's so right as rain
It's just the wat it should be
It's so right as rain
We stayed awake at night
With vision so unreal
We stayed awake at night
With visions so ideal

So when the rain comes running in your eyes
And the wind shakes the forest leaves
We stayed awake at night
With visions so unreal
We stayed awake at night
With visions so ideal

It's got a hold on me

Out Of The Rain

I've got a crush on you
You turn me on
It's hitting home again, what I left behind
I don't want to sleep alone
I don't want to go home
I don't want to walk the streets
I want to satisfy your needs
Cos, that's what life's about
Cos, that's what love's about

She says "no, no, no, no, no, never again"
She says "no ,no, no, no, no never again"

You've got nothing to loose
So just hear me out again
I don't understand why people say I just don't give a damn
I don't want to make the same mistake
I don't want to waste another day
I don't want to play another game
I want to make it up this way
Cos, that's what life's about
Cos, that's what love's about

She says "no, no, no, no, no, never again"
I say "no, no, no, no, no never again"

Take me out of the rain
Take me out of the rain

Some say, I stepped out of line
Some say, just leave it all behind
It's never too late, to turn it around
It's never too late, to turn it around
All I want is you tonight
All I want is you tonight, to

Take me out of the rain
Take me out of the rain

How can I change your mind
How can I change your mind to

Take me out of the rain
Take me out of the rain

Rain, rain, rain

Stranger

no one feeling
we are stranger
when I looked into your eyes
when I looked into your eyes
stranger
the thought to talk
they walk the talk
so lets just go from place to place
and as long as we don't talk from face to face
the stranger
stranger
stranger
?

 

Taste Of Medicine

The sky is low and the clouds are mean
His mood burns like kerosene
The air seems charged with a special qualm
It feels like Fahrenheit four five one, four five one
Malice burns like a constant pain
It will never be the same again
Her body is tense to the touch of fear
The terror screams ring my ears, pure and clear, pure and clear

It sends a shiver down my spine
Through these walls I hear her whine
It sends a shiver down my spine
I lost faith in humankind

A Throbbing sound, a suffering voice, pleading on and on and on
A taste of your medicine, a taste of your medicine

The worms were severed in his head
I tried to think of what, of what they said
The cleaving currents of dispute
Now leave you with a bad repute, another one, another one
You set your seam with your hands
The giving comes, the taking ends, the talking hands

It sends a shiver down my spine
Through these walls I hear her whine
It sends a shiver down my spine
I lost faith in humankind

She shouts, screams and cries; it's not his fault, keep him here
Come, hurry, run, run,
A taste of your medicine, a taste of your medicine

The Story Ends

Nothing feels right today
All what's left is nothing left to say
Each word seems so cold
And all stories seem told
How did it come this far?
Is this the way, the way things are?

Here's where the story fails
How did it come this far?
Here's where the picture pales
Is this the way things are?

No, I've never found the place
To charm your chill, to wrap you in
Whatever the books may say
You get only what's on your way
Beyond our words we crave for more
Another road, another open door

Here is where my life begins
Leaving this world of sense
Here is where fiction begins
Here is where nothing stands... still

When silence comes in, and creeps underneath the skin
If the lost word is lost and the spent word is spent
This is the time, this is the place where the story ends
Where the story ends
Where the story ends

This World

They say "trust on us"
They say "our time will come"
And "your dreams will come alive"
One day, we will find
No way to cross this line
It's where our worlds collide

This world is not made for you and I
It's build on blood and a million lies

Some say "we don't fit in"
"We're lost in another world"
Their truth will never hold
'Cause, one's heart is one's soul
We're living, day by day
Let them wither, till they're old and grey

This world is not made for you and I
It's build on blood and a million lies

I was blind, but now I see
We are destined for misery
If you're lost, you won't be found
There is no guiding hand of destiny

This world is not made for you and I
It's build on blood and a million lies

They paint the fabric of our lives, down and out
With nowhere to hide
What you miss, what you need, what you lack is a peace of mind, our worlds collide