Drama 2004

   

Drama

the light fades up in a brand new heart
first page of a manuscript
not complete but full of life
a life that struggles on

seems like the drama never ends
a there are still words untold
the easy parts seem so far away
so far away

my own play, my own play
the show has reached the end
the curtains closing down

still alone on this stage
i've played my tragic parts
now i'm just waiting for the end
the end that takes me away

looks like the last page is reached
and the light is fading out
but the show must keep on going
and the show goes on

my own play, my own play
the show has reached the end
the curtains closing down

Higher Level

i can't resist nor refuse the thrill of lust you bring me
the contradictions taking me down
down to the darker side of me

the insecurity is my fear
to loose a part of me
a pray of courage reaching my mind
forgive me for my sins

get down on your knees when i command
lay back and take waht's yours to have
i know exactly what to do
to reach a higher level of you

the feeling of loosing control
to do what you desire
trembling from the shame you bring
you wanna make me beg for more

touch me, fill me do what you please
you're in control of me
the only things i hate to love
my god of pleasure

get down on your knees when i command
lay back and take waht's yours to have
i know exactly what to do
to reach a higher level of you

a higher level of you

get down...

get down on your knees when i command
lay back and take waht's yours to have
i know exactly what to do
to reach a higher level of you
A higher level of you...

Voices

i wanted you to know my name
wish that you could read my mind
you are a ghost in my dreams

you're distracting my mind
see the secrets that i hide
and i'm just trying to avoid them

i'll never forget somebody like you
i wanted to feel that you belonged to me

now i know that you were real
hope you know how much i miss you
how could you push me that far

you manipulated my mind
revealed the secrets that i hide
and i just had to keep you from them

i'll never forget somebody like you
i wanted to feel that you belonged to me

how did hate become love
didn't you get enough
why did you let me cross the line

i'll never forget somebody like you
i wanted to feel that you belonged to me
i'll never forget somebody like you...

Forever Falling

these words doesn't seem real to me
what did you try to say
somewhere you hide from me
i just cannot find out where

you left a letter
how could i tell
i know you can hear me
forever i will
i try to reach you
but i still fall
forever falling

i still can feel the touch of your lips
caress and tease my skin
i close my eyes and drift away
i find my way back to you

you left a letter
how could i tell
i know you can hear me
forever i will
i try to reach you
but i still fall
forever falling

without any words i left that world
i don't feel any regrets over the last decisions that i made
the pain i left behind me made a scar in my soul
that will last forever to remind me

you left a letter
how could i tell
i know you can hear me
forever i will
i try to reach you
but i still fall
forever falling

Bitch

you told me to walk your way
when i followed for that simple reason
our fate was to stay
together 'til our souls departed

your will was my word
you tried to go against my speach
my word was you'd stay
together 'til our souls departed

you had no choice
was that my destiny
you belonged to me
in sickness and in health
i was your puppeteer
was that the way it should be
together 'til our souls departed

i would never change it
not for anything in the dark world
thank you for those days
i will keep them in the dark side of my mind

the day that youchanged
i will condemn the day 'til i die
what about those words you said
together 'til our souls departed

you had no choice
was that my destiny
you belonged to me
in sickness and in health
i was your puppeteer
was that the way it should be
together 'til our souls departed

the rain clears my thoughts
i embrace it like the night i live in
i'm rather lost than possessed
you will learn the rules
this life is just a game we're playing
and we will lose
there is no way to move the pieces

you had no choice
was that my destiny
you belonged to me
in sickness and in health
i was your puppeteer
was that the way it should be
together 'til our souls departed
i will keep them in the dark side of my mind

Addicted

i want you, i need you
i cannot live without you
i touch you, i breathe you
i cannot die without you

i want you to believe
i want to know
i want you to feel
that i'm your god, i'm your god

i ache you, i bleed you
i cannot hate without you
i crave you, i beseech you
i cannot love without you

i want you to believe
i want to know
i want you to feel
that i'm your god, i'm your god

Come On In

today is the day
you reveal yourself to me
please don't speak
cause i'll greet you, i'll greet you with my kiss

i watched you from my corner
i felt your eyes from here
i knew that i adored you
when you heard, when you heard me say

come on in, come on in to my world tonight
i want to feel you, feel your life through mine
come on in, come on in to my world tonight
i want to see you, see your eyes catch the sun

just think about all we will go through
it'll take time
a lifetime
a lifetime to proceed

i open my life wider
i crawl inside your skin
you make my body shiver
when you hear, when you hear me say

come on in, come on in to my world tonight
i want to feel you, feel your life through mine
come on in, come on in to my world tonight
i want to see you, see your eyes catch the sun

Friend Emptiness

one day i woke up to the light from the sun
i thought the night ghost were all gone
felt that things weren't like they used to be
waking with anxiety by my side

my heart, my soul everything's gone
everything's gone
my heart, my soul everything's gone
everything's gone

even the sun cannot light up the day
everything seems to be without colours
silence was the only thing i heard
wanted to go back again

my heart, my soul everything's gone
everything's gone
my heart, my soul everything's gone
everything's gone

my heart, my soul everything's gone
everything's gone
my heart, my soul everything's gone
everything's gone