独乐乐——Beseech

Drama 2004
Drama the light fades up in a brand new heart first page of a manuscript not complete but full of life a life that struggles on seems like the drama never ends a there are still words untold the easy parts seem so far away so far away my own play, my own play the show has reached the end the curtains closing down still alone on this stage i've played my tragic parts now i'm just waiting for the end the end that takes me away looks like the last page is reached and the light is fading out but the show must keep on going and the show goes on my own play, my own play the show has reached the end the curtains closing down	Higher Level i can't resist nor refuse the thrill of lust you bring me the contradictions taking me down down to the darker side of me the insecurity is my fear to loose a part of me a pray of courage reaching my mind forgive me for my sins get down on your knees when i command lay back and take waht's yours to have i know exactly what to do to reach a higher level of you the feeling of loosing control to do what you desire trembling from the shame you bring you wanna make me beg for more touch me, fill me do what you please you're in control of me the only things i hate to love my god of pleasure get down on your knees when i command lay back and take waht's yours to have i know exactly what to do to reach a higher level of you a higher level of you get down... get down on your knees when i command lay back and take waht's yours to have i know exactly what to do to reach a higher level of you A higher level of you...	Voices i wanted you to know my name wish that you could read my mind you are a ghost in my dreams you're distracting my mind see the secrets that i hide and i'm just trying to avoid them i'll never forget somebody like you i wanted to feel that you belonged to me now i know that you were real hope you know how much i miss you how could you push me that far you manipulated my mind revealed the secrets that i hide and i just had to keep you from them i'll never forget somebody like you i wanted to feel that you belonged to me how did hate become love didn't you get enough why did you let me cross the line i'll never forget somebody like you i wanted to feel that you belonged to me i'll never forget somebody like you...
Forever Falling these words doesn't seem real to me what did you try to say somewhere you hide from me i just cannot find out where you left a letter how could i tell i know you can hear me forever i will i try to reach you but i still fall forever falling i still can feel the touch of your lips caress and tease my skin i close my eyes and drift away i find my way back to you you left a letter how could i tell i know you can hear me forever i will i try to reach you but i still fall forever falling without any words i left that world i don't feel any regrets over the last decisions that i made the pain i left behind me made a scar in my soul that will last forever to remind me you left a letter how could i tell i know you can hear me forever i will i try to reach you but i still fall forever falling	Bitch you told me to walk your way when i followed for that simple reason our fate was to stay together 'til our souls departed your will was my word you tried to go against my speach my word was you'd stay together 'til our souls departed you had no choice was that my destiny you belonged to me in sickness and in health i was your puppeteer was that the way it should be together 'til our souls departed i would never change it not for anything in the dark world thank you for those days i will keep them in the dark side of my mind the day that youchanged i will condemn the day 'til i die what about those words you said together 'til our souls departed you had no choice was that my destiny you belonged to me in sickness and in health i was your puppeteer was that the way it should be together 'til our souls departed the rain clears my thoughts i embrace it like the night i live in i'm rather lost than possessed you will learn the rules this life is just a game we're playing and we will lose there is no way to move the pieces you had no choice was that my destiny you belonged to me in sickness and in health i was your puppeteer was that the way it should be together 'til our souls departed i will keep them in the dark side of my mind	Addicted i want you, i need you i cannot live without you i touch you, i breathe you i cannot die without you i want you to believe i want to know i want you to feel that i'm your god, i'm your god i ache you, i bleed you i cannot hate without you i crave you, i beseech you i cannot love without you i want you to believe i want to know i want you to feel that i'm your god, i'm your god
Come On In today is the day you reveal yourself to me please don't speak cause i'll greet you, i'll greet you with my kiss i watched you from my corner i felt your eyes from here i knew that i adored you when you heard, when you heard me say come on in, come on in to my world tonight i want to feel you, feel your life through mine come on in, come on in to my world tonight i want to see you, see your eyes catch the sun just think about all we will go through it'll take time a lifetime a lifetime to proceed i open my life wider i crawl inside your skin you make my body shiver when you hear, when you hear me say come on in, come on in to my world tonight i want to feel you, feel your life through mine come on in, come on in to my world tonight i want to see you, see your eyes catch the sun	Friend Emptiness one day i woke up to the light from the sun i thought the night ghost were all gone felt that things weren't like they used to be waking with anxiety by my side my heart, my soul everything's gone everything's gone my heart, my soul everything's gone everything's gone even the sun cannot light up the day everything seems to be without colours silence was the only thing i heard wanted to go back again my heart, my soul everything's gone everything's gone my heart, my soul everything's gone everything's gone my heart, my soul everything's gone everything's gone my heart, my soul everything's gone everything's gone